Pure desire is one that is based on pure intentions --- free of fear, doubt or desperation. It's not uncommon for people to have two different feelings about their desires. On one hand you want to be successful and on the other hand you don't believe it's possible.
You've got competing intentions between your thoughts and your feelings.
It's not enough to desire something; you must also believe you deserve it! Align your desire with excitement and enthusiasm and the belief that it is possible!
AFFIRMATION: I know I deserve good things and believe anything is possible!!!